Well Shit. I haven't blogged since September and in that time I've started a new job, Eli started college, Sydney played an entire season of volleyball, Averson found their rhythm as a media kid in middle school, and the world imploded.
I vacillate on how much I want to dedicate to this little space now that the kids are big and everything feels like it needs more context than anyone really wants to read about. At the same time, I miss it and I think I'll be sad when the time comes that I actually do stop writing. Maybe I just need to be here more, to get back to where it was when it felt like my own private little space that I shared with strangers?
I think I'll try to check in more. There are parts of life that feel really fun right now, and I want to remember them. And there are other parts that feel really fucking hard. We had a good run, where everyone was settled and everything felt... stable. Those times can't last and I'm glad I saw it for what it was when it was happening. And I know we'll get recentered. If I'm honest, it feels like the best solution is a trip to Disneyland which LOGICALLY I know does not fix all the problems, but oh man if I'm not trying to convince myself that it will. Pesky new job with it's pesky onboarding/no time off period...
In the meantime, the world's most random photo dump
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